you kissed me

I was doing fine and had things back under my control

I stopped crying about a week ago

I was laughing again and thinking of other men

and then you kissed me

You were drunk and won’t remember it

and I will never know what it means

But you kissed me

My world was thrown back in a whirl

with that slightest little gesture

You have ripped my heart out all over again

I will try to pretend it didn’t happen

I will lie to myself and say I don’t care

but heart skipped a beat I will never get back

I almost had everything back were it was

and was almost ok about your taking her to dinner

but then you kissed me

I was ready to be just your best friend

I was trying think of someone other then you

but then you kissed me

I was almost free from you

and I think you knew

so you kissed me